Hey, I've been there and I would be nervous/terrified as well. It's your benefits. That is a big fucking deal and she denied you that. I'm a couple of provinces away, but I'm in your corner for this.
I know, this isn't the same thing, but when I broke up with my ex, I felt horrible yet freed at the same time (if that makes sense.) But I also felt like I couldn't get anything done and things in my life were falling apart. So, I just set myself a goal for a week. Just little things that made me feel good about myself. Something easy like taking the trash out in my room or making sure I had a night off with a friend. That sort of thing, like I mentioned in my comment before what might work for me, might not work for you. You find your own rhythm at getting shit done. Like a boss. That is my new line to myself, 'getting shit done like a boss'. I have no idea what it means, but it definitely empowers you. :)
Pet cuddles are the best, except when the cat scratches your arm trying to run away...come back kitty! *smishes you some more*
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Date: 9 Apr 2013 01:54 (UTC)I know, this isn't the same thing, but when I broke up with my ex, I felt horrible yet freed at the same time (if that makes sense.) But I also felt like I couldn't get anything done and things in my life were falling apart. So, I just set myself a goal for a week. Just little things that made me feel good about myself. Something easy like taking the trash out in my room or making sure I had a night off with a friend. That sort of thing, like I mentioned in my comment before what might work for me, might not work for you. You find your own rhythm at getting shit done. Like a boss. That is my new line to myself, 'getting shit done like a boss'. I have no idea what it means, but it definitely empowers you. :)
Pet cuddles are the best, except when the cat scratches your arm trying to run away...come back kitty! *smishes you some more*