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mayqueen517I'm really trying to not let myself get totally absorbed by school. But right now it's so...cathartic and useful and I feel accomplished when I finish up notes and everything.
I've still gotta write a paper and all I'm doing is sitting here, watching movies with my family.
Standstill is the best way to phrase it.
Either way, I just want my unemployment to come through so I have money. I want to do so many things, but most importantly money for gas to go to school would be FABULOUS. And it's not like I can even put anything up online for sale because I don't have the money to ship it.
Catch-22s are the WORST. Seriously, the fucking worst.
Also, my lovely Jamie and I are trying to figure out ways to visit because I MISS HER. I miss her so much. ;___;
It's weird to miss someone so much. I dunno, I joke and tell people that you can't just take 13 years of co-dependency and move one person away. IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.
When I was first put onto leave in November, I went up and visited her and Jeff and I didn't realize quite how much I missed them. When we met Mom in Raleigh and drove home, I was fine and it wasn't until a day or two later that I sat there and cried because I missed her so much. Talking over video chat isn't the same and that fucking sucks.
So, idk. I miss her a whole bunch, so have a photo of us (and a creeper Jeff) from November:
So yeaaaaahhh, idk.
I've still gotta write a paper and all I'm doing is sitting here, watching movies with my family.
Standstill is the best way to phrase it.
Either way, I just want my unemployment to come through so I have money. I want to do so many things, but most importantly money for gas to go to school would be FABULOUS. And it's not like I can even put anything up online for sale because I don't have the money to ship it.
Catch-22s are the WORST. Seriously, the fucking worst.
Also, my lovely Jamie and I are trying to figure out ways to visit because I MISS HER. I miss her so much. ;___;
It's weird to miss someone so much. I dunno, I joke and tell people that you can't just take 13 years of co-dependency and move one person away. IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.
When I was first put onto leave in November, I went up and visited her and Jeff and I didn't realize quite how much I missed them. When we met Mom in Raleigh and drove home, I was fine and it wasn't until a day or two later that I sat there and cried because I missed her so much. Talking over video chat isn't the same and that fucking sucks.
So, idk. I miss her a whole bunch, so have a photo of us (and a creeper Jeff) from November:
So yeaaaaahhh, idk.
