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mayqueen517I bring fic in the early hours of the morning. Cause what else do I do? XD
Title: Lion's Roar
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Joe Jonas/Kevin Jonas
Warnings: Um. Incest? LOL
Summary: The night Joe breaks up with Taylor, he goes to Kevin. Because big brothers know best.
A.N.: Title and cut text go to The Hush Sound's song Lion's Roar. ALSO - THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO TAYLOR BASHING. I mean, yes, comments about how she was creeping Joe out, but you don't talk to a 19 year old boy about marriage and etc. But no hardcore bashing.
When he breaks up with Taylor, Joe honestly is torn between utter relief and sickening sadness. She hangs up on him with a tearful sniff and that bothers him that he made her cry. He made her cry and all he can think is at least he won't have to freak out about her talking about marriage and him being Prince Charming anymore.
He goes to Kevin, because despite it all, Kevin is his big brother.
He knocks on the door, feeling hollow and sick, but really just upset about being relieved. Kevin opens the door on the phone, and Joe starts to walk off, because he knows that Kevin is talking to Danielle. Danielle who's awesome and Joe's pretty sure that Kevin is never gonna love someone the way he loves her. Which is great, because Joe thinks her and him are pretty perfect.
"Hey, I'll call you tomorrow, okay? Alright. Yeah, absolutely. Email it to me. Love you too. Night," and it's such a familiar rhythm to Kevin's voice that Joe leans against the doorframe, feeling out of body almost, like he's watching it all. Or like someone's filming it and this is all a movie.
"C'mere," Kevin says, concerned as he pulls Joe in, wrapping him in a hug. Neither him or Nick knew he was going to break up with Taylor, and he knows that he really needs to go to bed, but right now he buries his face into Kevin's neck. He doesn't cry, but he feels like if he thinks about it in different ways, he could probably muster up some tears.
"What's wrong?" Kevin says, leading them over to the bed. Kevin sits with his back pressed against the headboard, Joe curled up against him.
"I broke up with Taylor,"
"Ohhhh. I was wondering when you were gonna do that," says Kevin, hugging him tighter. Joe snuggles closer, letting Kevin's warmth surround him. Kevin combs through his hair lightly, waiting for Joe to speak, but all Joe can do is shrug a little.
"She...kept going on about marriage and happily ever after and dude, that's...it's just weird," says Joe, hearing Kevin snort a little bit.
"It's weird if you've only been dating as long as you two had, right?"
"Well, yeah. Does Danielle do that?"
"Yeah, but so do I. I know I'm gonna marry her, I just don't know when," and Kevin sounds so sure of himself that Joe hugs closer.
"I get dibs on best man," he says for lack of anything else as Kevin laughs, resting his cheek on Joe's hair for a moment.
"Nah, I thought I'd ask Frankie. Y'know, give the imp something to do,"
"Yeah, but who'll catch you when you faint, Kevin?"
"Eh, I'll leave that up to Strongman Nick J," and Joe's laughing into Kevin's chest, unable to not imagine Nick in one of those old twenties weightlifter suits. He shares the image with Kevin who cracks up with him, and it's such a warm moment that Joe's almost thrown off.
"So if Nick's catching you and Frankie's the best man, what am I?"
Kevin seems to think about it before grinning at him.
"Wedding singer. Duh,"
Joe's laughing again, rolling onto his back before digging the heels of his hands into his closed eyelids. He feels arms come around him again before his back is pressed against Kevin's chest as Kevin turns the light out. Joe would complain about feeling like a girl but Kevin's soft and comfortable, but also his brother. It's like being little again, seeing weird shadows thanks to his nightlight.
He rests his hands on Kevin's arms, feeling the muscles as Kevin lightly rubs his fingers up and down Joe's arm.
"Sucks, huh?" Kevin says after a moment as Joe shrugs a little.
"I feel bad...but..like. She was seriously creeping me out. She was calling me her Prince Charming and it's like, um. Stop that. Please. And...I guess," Joe stops, feeling the tendons in Kevin's arm tense before ever feeling fingers nudge him.
"You guess what?"
"I guess I'm upset over not being as upset. Also. She hung up on me,"
"Ugh. I hate being hung up on," Kevin says, hugging him closer and Joe shifts around until his head is tucked under Kevin's chin. Joe makes some noise as Kevin drags the comforter up over them, snuggling down as Joe sighs softly.
The best thing about older brothers is that they know what you need.
Joe wonders if that's why he wakes up to Kevin gently shaking him as his eyes pry open, the low light from the lamp making him squint.
"You were thrashing a lot. You okay?" Kevin says, eyes sleepy but concerned. And Joe can feel his hand stroking his face lightly, fingertips tracing the line of his jaw. His thumb grazes Joe's bottom lip and it's a spark of something. It's then that Joe makes his decision.
Joe doesn't know why he does things. Ever. But he goes with his gut.
Or something like that.
He leans up and kisses Kevin, once. Twice. Then a third time before sitting up on his elbows, eyes closed as he feels Kevin's lips. Joe can feel Kevin weakening before he slides his tongue along Kevin's bottom lip, shaking in his pajamas as Kevin lets out a soft groan. Kissing back, Kevin pulls him closer, tangling their tongues gently and Joe can feel his hands slide along his sides.
Squirming, Joe lays back and pulls away slowly, looking up at Kevin and swallowing thickly.
"Why, Joe?" Kevin says softly, voice broken but loving.
"'Cause. 'Cause it's you, Kev," he says, feeling like he should say more, but Kevin's eyes go soft and warm and Kevin's lips are back on Joe's again. If asked, Joe would have said that Kevin was an okay kisser, but not like this. He's almost overwhelming with keeping the pace slow. Joe doesn't know if that's for him or if Kevin's that much of a tease.
Joe manages to get his hands to work, to slide under Kevin's shirt and to touch familiar skin. He can't help but moan, deep in his throat, as Kevin pushes their hips together. Kevin echoes him as their lips separate and Joe watches Kevin's eyelashes flutter as his eyes close. Joe is utterly entranced with watching Kevin breathe heavily, trying to calm himself enough to do whatever. Joe doesn't know, but he arches his hips and gasps sharply when his hard on presses against Kevin's.
It's hot under the blankets and Joe can't even care. His hands slide up to Kevin's shoulders and he tugs a little.
"Off?" he asks, feeling like he's ran a mile. Out of breath and adrenaline rushing through him, it's like coming offstage only better in some ways.
"Yeah. I...Yeah," Kevin says, sitting up and oh wow. Joe was not prepared for that image, because Kevin's hard and his sweatpants hide absolutely nothing. He tugs his shirt off and Joe can see him flushing in the dim light as Joe pulls off his own shirt. Kevin's hands slide along his chest and they're calloused and gentle and Joe just wants to lean back into it.
"What do you want?" Kevin says softly, voice rough and low and Joe can't stop the shiver.
"I. I don't know. Kev...I don't know,"
"Okay," Kevin says softly, pushing him back and kissing his forehead softly, lingering for just a moment. It's so comforting and Joe feels himself relax into the pillows as Kevin gives him a shy smile. Joe kisses him again, feeling the smile broaden as he sighs softly into Kevin's mouth, feeling his hands slide along soft skin.
Kevin's hands brush over his nipples, making him draw in a sharp breath, pulling back and before Joe can think about it, Joe's kissing Kevin's neck. Soft, sucking kisses that make Kevin shiver and moan softly. Joe's lips slide along the soft skin and he tastes Kevin. Tasting soap and just...him.
One of Kevin's hand slides down his stomach and there's a moment where Joe doesn't think this is even real. His hips jerk up though as Kevin slides his hand into Joe's sweats, circling his dick and stroking slowly.
Joe pulls back, gasping and groaning as Kevin watches his face before smiling slowly. Kevin's lips touch his once and then twice more before his lips travel down. His lips trace a path along Joe's collarbone, tongue sliding out to taste him and the entire time, Kevin strokes him with that same steady rhythm.
"Oh. I..please, Kevin," he says, his own voice rough and Kevin raises up and presses their lips together.
"Okay. But...first," he says, eyes a little unsure as he takes off his ring and puts it down onto the nightstand. He takes Joe's hand and pulls his off slowly and that is somehow more stripping than any clothes he could pull off for Kevin.
And then Kevin's sliding down the bed, giving him a slow smile - no, smirk, more like - before he's tugging Joe's sweats down and off. The rush of cold air is welcome as Kevin slides his hands along Joe's thighs and it's. Well, it's amazing.
Joe clutches his hands in the bedsheets, letting a whimper slide from his lips as Kevin wraps a hand around him. Joe closes his eyes and nearly comes off the bed as he feels slick, wet heat wrap around the head of his cock. He chokes out a moan, feeling like he's going to die right then and there.
Kevin sucks gently and Joe brings himself to open his eyes, watching Kevin's head bob up and down slowly. But it's Kevin's eyes that Joe can't believe. He can't believe he's seeing his pupils blown with desire and focused on Joe, it's so unfathomable that Joe doesn't stop mumbling Kevin's name.
There's a moment where it feels like everything slows down, even the drag of sensation as Kevin exhales once, the rush of hair raising every hair on his body as goosebumps pop up. Joe moans, low and watches Kevin inhale slowly, sinking down onto Joe's cock and Joe can feel Kevin's throat contract around him.
Joe groans, clenching his teeth as he shudders, eyes closing of their own accord as he empties himself, feeling Kevin swallow and that's so much hotter than he'd anticipated. He feels Kevin's hands steadying his hips from choking Kevin and as his heartbeat races, Joe can't help sucking in huge breaths. He's shaking right now, and he finally pries his eyes open to watch Kevin pull up and lick his lips.
It's so obscene that Joe can't stop the little noise that escapes him.
Kevin shifts up, laying his body over Joe's and kissing him hard. It's such a contrast from their earlier kisses that Joe almost wishes he hadn't came already. But he kisses back and shivers at the hint of tasting himself.
Joe's hand slides down and before he can push Kevin away, he's stroking him firmly, feeling Kevin's chest rumble with a groan. And Joe kisses him hard, stroking him and feeling every jerk and shudder of Kevin's body, a gasp as Kevin pulls back is the only sign Kevin gives as Joe feels Kevin come.
Watching Kevin come makes Joe swallow thickly, watching the way he tries to stifle the sounds he makes by biting his lip. Relaxing into Joe, Kevin gives a breathy laugh.
"This...was not part of comforting you,"
"Yeah, well. It...was better than comforting," Joe says finally, smiling at Kevin who presses their lips together one last time.
Joe smiles and watches Kevin wiggle out of his clothes, pulling on another pair of pajama pants, throwing Joe his. They redress and settle down.
There's a moment where they put their rings back on and Joe feels right again. Like tonight was just a blip.
It's a pretty nice feeling.
Title: Lion's Roar
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Joe Jonas/Kevin Jonas
Warnings: Um. Incest? LOL
Summary: The night Joe breaks up with Taylor, he goes to Kevin. Because big brothers know best.
A.N.: Title and cut text go to The Hush Sound's song Lion's Roar. ALSO - THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO TAYLOR BASHING. I mean, yes, comments about how she was creeping Joe out, but you don't talk to a 19 year old boy about marriage and etc. But no hardcore bashing.
When he breaks up with Taylor, Joe honestly is torn between utter relief and sickening sadness. She hangs up on him with a tearful sniff and that bothers him that he made her cry. He made her cry and all he can think is at least he won't have to freak out about her talking about marriage and him being Prince Charming anymore.
He goes to Kevin, because despite it all, Kevin is his big brother.
He knocks on the door, feeling hollow and sick, but really just upset about being relieved. Kevin opens the door on the phone, and Joe starts to walk off, because he knows that Kevin is talking to Danielle. Danielle who's awesome and Joe's pretty sure that Kevin is never gonna love someone the way he loves her. Which is great, because Joe thinks her and him are pretty perfect.
"Hey, I'll call you tomorrow, okay? Alright. Yeah, absolutely. Email it to me. Love you too. Night," and it's such a familiar rhythm to Kevin's voice that Joe leans against the doorframe, feeling out of body almost, like he's watching it all. Or like someone's filming it and this is all a movie.
"C'mere," Kevin says, concerned as he pulls Joe in, wrapping him in a hug. Neither him or Nick knew he was going to break up with Taylor, and he knows that he really needs to go to bed, but right now he buries his face into Kevin's neck. He doesn't cry, but he feels like if he thinks about it in different ways, he could probably muster up some tears.
"What's wrong?" Kevin says, leading them over to the bed. Kevin sits with his back pressed against the headboard, Joe curled up against him.
"I broke up with Taylor,"
"Ohhhh. I was wondering when you were gonna do that," says Kevin, hugging him tighter. Joe snuggles closer, letting Kevin's warmth surround him. Kevin combs through his hair lightly, waiting for Joe to speak, but all Joe can do is shrug a little.
"She...kept going on about marriage and happily ever after and dude, that's...it's just weird," says Joe, hearing Kevin snort a little bit.
"It's weird if you've only been dating as long as you two had, right?"
"Well, yeah. Does Danielle do that?"
"Yeah, but so do I. I know I'm gonna marry her, I just don't know when," and Kevin sounds so sure of himself that Joe hugs closer.
"I get dibs on best man," he says for lack of anything else as Kevin laughs, resting his cheek on Joe's hair for a moment.
"Nah, I thought I'd ask Frankie. Y'know, give the imp something to do,"
"Yeah, but who'll catch you when you faint, Kevin?"
"Eh, I'll leave that up to Strongman Nick J," and Joe's laughing into Kevin's chest, unable to not imagine Nick in one of those old twenties weightlifter suits. He shares the image with Kevin who cracks up with him, and it's such a warm moment that Joe's almost thrown off.
"So if Nick's catching you and Frankie's the best man, what am I?"
Kevin seems to think about it before grinning at him.
"Wedding singer. Duh,"
Joe's laughing again, rolling onto his back before digging the heels of his hands into his closed eyelids. He feels arms come around him again before his back is pressed against Kevin's chest as Kevin turns the light out. Joe would complain about feeling like a girl but Kevin's soft and comfortable, but also his brother. It's like being little again, seeing weird shadows thanks to his nightlight.
He rests his hands on Kevin's arms, feeling the muscles as Kevin lightly rubs his fingers up and down Joe's arm.
"Sucks, huh?" Kevin says after a moment as Joe shrugs a little.
"I feel bad...but..like. She was seriously creeping me out. She was calling me her Prince Charming and it's like, um. Stop that. Please. And...I guess," Joe stops, feeling the tendons in Kevin's arm tense before ever feeling fingers nudge him.
"You guess what?"
"I guess I'm upset over not being as upset. Also. She hung up on me,"
"Ugh. I hate being hung up on," Kevin says, hugging him closer and Joe shifts around until his head is tucked under Kevin's chin. Joe makes some noise as Kevin drags the comforter up over them, snuggling down as Joe sighs softly.
The best thing about older brothers is that they know what you need.
Joe wonders if that's why he wakes up to Kevin gently shaking him as his eyes pry open, the low light from the lamp making him squint.
"You were thrashing a lot. You okay?" Kevin says, eyes sleepy but concerned. And Joe can feel his hand stroking his face lightly, fingertips tracing the line of his jaw. His thumb grazes Joe's bottom lip and it's a spark of something. It's then that Joe makes his decision.
Joe doesn't know why he does things. Ever. But he goes with his gut.
Or something like that.
He leans up and kisses Kevin, once. Twice. Then a third time before sitting up on his elbows, eyes closed as he feels Kevin's lips. Joe can feel Kevin weakening before he slides his tongue along Kevin's bottom lip, shaking in his pajamas as Kevin lets out a soft groan. Kissing back, Kevin pulls him closer, tangling their tongues gently and Joe can feel his hands slide along his sides.
Squirming, Joe lays back and pulls away slowly, looking up at Kevin and swallowing thickly.
"Why, Joe?" Kevin says softly, voice broken but loving.
"'Cause. 'Cause it's you, Kev," he says, feeling like he should say more, but Kevin's eyes go soft and warm and Kevin's lips are back on Joe's again. If asked, Joe would have said that Kevin was an okay kisser, but not like this. He's almost overwhelming with keeping the pace slow. Joe doesn't know if that's for him or if Kevin's that much of a tease.
Joe manages to get his hands to work, to slide under Kevin's shirt and to touch familiar skin. He can't help but moan, deep in his throat, as Kevin pushes their hips together. Kevin echoes him as their lips separate and Joe watches Kevin's eyelashes flutter as his eyes close. Joe is utterly entranced with watching Kevin breathe heavily, trying to calm himself enough to do whatever. Joe doesn't know, but he arches his hips and gasps sharply when his hard on presses against Kevin's.
It's hot under the blankets and Joe can't even care. His hands slide up to Kevin's shoulders and he tugs a little.
"Off?" he asks, feeling like he's ran a mile. Out of breath and adrenaline rushing through him, it's like coming offstage only better in some ways.
"Yeah. I...Yeah," Kevin says, sitting up and oh wow. Joe was not prepared for that image, because Kevin's hard and his sweatpants hide absolutely nothing. He tugs his shirt off and Joe can see him flushing in the dim light as Joe pulls off his own shirt. Kevin's hands slide along his chest and they're calloused and gentle and Joe just wants to lean back into it.
"What do you want?" Kevin says softly, voice rough and low and Joe can't stop the shiver.
"I. I don't know. Kev...I don't know,"
"Okay," Kevin says softly, pushing him back and kissing his forehead softly, lingering for just a moment. It's so comforting and Joe feels himself relax into the pillows as Kevin gives him a shy smile. Joe kisses him again, feeling the smile broaden as he sighs softly into Kevin's mouth, feeling his hands slide along soft skin.
Kevin's hands brush over his nipples, making him draw in a sharp breath, pulling back and before Joe can think about it, Joe's kissing Kevin's neck. Soft, sucking kisses that make Kevin shiver and moan softly. Joe's lips slide along the soft skin and he tastes Kevin. Tasting soap and just...him.
One of Kevin's hand slides down his stomach and there's a moment where Joe doesn't think this is even real. His hips jerk up though as Kevin slides his hand into Joe's sweats, circling his dick and stroking slowly.
Joe pulls back, gasping and groaning as Kevin watches his face before smiling slowly. Kevin's lips touch his once and then twice more before his lips travel down. His lips trace a path along Joe's collarbone, tongue sliding out to taste him and the entire time, Kevin strokes him with that same steady rhythm.
"Oh. I..please, Kevin," he says, his own voice rough and Kevin raises up and presses their lips together.
"Okay. But...first," he says, eyes a little unsure as he takes off his ring and puts it down onto the nightstand. He takes Joe's hand and pulls his off slowly and that is somehow more stripping than any clothes he could pull off for Kevin.
And then Kevin's sliding down the bed, giving him a slow smile - no, smirk, more like - before he's tugging Joe's sweats down and off. The rush of cold air is welcome as Kevin slides his hands along Joe's thighs and it's. Well, it's amazing.
Joe clutches his hands in the bedsheets, letting a whimper slide from his lips as Kevin wraps a hand around him. Joe closes his eyes and nearly comes off the bed as he feels slick, wet heat wrap around the head of his cock. He chokes out a moan, feeling like he's going to die right then and there.
Kevin sucks gently and Joe brings himself to open his eyes, watching Kevin's head bob up and down slowly. But it's Kevin's eyes that Joe can't believe. He can't believe he's seeing his pupils blown with desire and focused on Joe, it's so unfathomable that Joe doesn't stop mumbling Kevin's name.
There's a moment where it feels like everything slows down, even the drag of sensation as Kevin exhales once, the rush of hair raising every hair on his body as goosebumps pop up. Joe moans, low and watches Kevin inhale slowly, sinking down onto Joe's cock and Joe can feel Kevin's throat contract around him.
Joe groans, clenching his teeth as he shudders, eyes closing of their own accord as he empties himself, feeling Kevin swallow and that's so much hotter than he'd anticipated. He feels Kevin's hands steadying his hips from choking Kevin and as his heartbeat races, Joe can't help sucking in huge breaths. He's shaking right now, and he finally pries his eyes open to watch Kevin pull up and lick his lips.
It's so obscene that Joe can't stop the little noise that escapes him.
Kevin shifts up, laying his body over Joe's and kissing him hard. It's such a contrast from their earlier kisses that Joe almost wishes he hadn't came already. But he kisses back and shivers at the hint of tasting himself.
Joe's hand slides down and before he can push Kevin away, he's stroking him firmly, feeling Kevin's chest rumble with a groan. And Joe kisses him hard, stroking him and feeling every jerk and shudder of Kevin's body, a gasp as Kevin pulls back is the only sign Kevin gives as Joe feels Kevin come.
Watching Kevin come makes Joe swallow thickly, watching the way he tries to stifle the sounds he makes by biting his lip. Relaxing into Joe, Kevin gives a breathy laugh.
"This...was not part of comforting you,"
"Yeah, well. It...was better than comforting," Joe says finally, smiling at Kevin who presses their lips together one last time.
Joe smiles and watches Kevin wiggle out of his clothes, pulling on another pair of pajama pants, throwing Joe his. They redress and settle down.
There's a moment where they put their rings back on and Joe feels right again. Like tonight was just a blip.
It's a pretty nice feeling.
