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Fic: We Intertwined (Brendon Urie/Nicole Anderson/Spencer Smith) Rating: NC-17
I have FIC!
So, per the conditions of going to see PATD at the end of this month with the (a-fucking-mazing) (delightfully) (wonderful) awesome![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
hector_rashbaum, I owe him this fic.
It's supremely cheesy and I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Seriously, there are constant little hearts in my eyes.
Title: We Intertwined
Pairing: Brendon Urie/Nicole Anderson/Spencer Smith
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4034 (O_O)
::DISCLAIMER:: I OWN NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. THE TITLE IS FROM THE HUSH SOUND SONG OF THE SAME NAME.::
Summary: They wrap around her and she sighs happily, wrapping her arms around both of them, thinking of Brendon singing while they danced, and thinking of Brendon's smile during the vows, and she kisses them both, knowing it's perfect. (AKA: WEDDING FIC!!!)
One month until her wedding and Nicole has the soft, nagging feeling that she's doing this all wrong. She shouldn't be leaving her decorations to the last minute, and she's pretty sure she is supposed to have everything picked out already.
"I'm doing this all wrong," she says mournfully, looking at all of the books spread across the living room floor one night. She can hear Spencer washing up and Brendon's soft huff of laughter as she looks all of the color swatches, spread out in complementary fans on the floor (Spencer's doing). It's like a design book threw up in their living room, she thinks.
"Which this?" Brendon asks, scooting over to stretch out behind her on the couch. Her back's pressed against it and he leans over enough to comb through her hair, soft and gentle. It makes her smile, even as she hears the water in the kitchen shut off and Spencer letting the dogs out.
"Saving this until the last minute," she says, sighing. Nicole leans back into Brendon, tilting her head to see his face, watching him smile.
"To be fair, you've got a month, Nic. Last minute is totally the day before," Brendon says, making her snort. Brendon tugs on a piece of hair as Spencer wanders into the living room, flopping down on the floor with her.
"Are you freaking out?"
"She's totally freaking out," Brendon says, grinning as Nicole swats him, "Spencer Smith, she is freaking out about colors," he finishes, laughing as Nicole swats him again, laughing with him. Her stomach settles for a moment, easy and warm as Spencer starts laughing, wrapping his arms around Nicole and squeezing her tight. It takes her breath away sometimes, how much she loves Spencer and Brendon.
"I'm not freaking out about colors. Just that I haven't picked anything out yet," she says, tangling her fingers with Brendon's easily. Spencer's fingers are ghosting over the skin revealed by her tank-top, soft and easy and when he kisses her neck gently, she leans back into him, smiling.
"Well, if nothing else, we can totally drive to Vegas and elope," Spencer says, teasing, as she snorts, watching Brendon shift around until he's on the floor with them. He presses against her back, hugging her between him and Spencer and she sighs into Spencer's neck. She can feel both of them breathing steadily, warm and solid, as she feels lips press to the back of her neck.
"I think we should do bright colors," Nicole says finally, shifting around so that Brendon's resting against her front more firmly. She hears him hum softly, pleased, as he presses a soft, lingering kiss to her collarbone, lips warm and light as she smiles.
"That sounds fine to me," Spencer replies, easy and happy as he slides a hand under her shirt. Nicole sighs, soft and happy as she leans up, pressing her lips to Spencer's. Kissing Spencer is different than kissing Brendon. Brendon's intense sometimes, so intense it makes her lose her breath and any thought she had in her head. Spencer's slower, more methodical, and she thinks about the first time she slept with both of them, the first time she watched them kiss, and she thinks that she's got the best thing in the world.
===
Two weeks until her wedding and Nicole is in a wedding dress, staring at herself in the mirror. Her heart's beating hard, stomach twisting as she smooths her hand down the front. There's a white sash on the dress that she can't help but play with, running it through her fingers, smiling.
"You okay in there?" Brendon's voice says, close the the door and she smiles to herself, opening her eyes as she opens the door and steps out slowly. The dress comes to just below her knees, simple and pretty, even as she tugs on the top to keep it from falling down. The sash trails behind her, fluttering, as she walks and when she looks at Brendon, his eyes are huge, oh god.
"Bre-"
"Jesus fucking Christ, Spencer's gonna die," Brendon says before she can even finish his name. She breaks out into breathless laughter, flinging her arms around him, pressing her face into his neck. He hugs her, tight and comforting as she closes her eyes for a moment.
"You look so fucking pretty, Nic," Brendon says softly as she pulls back, taking a careful step back to smooth her hands down the front of the dress, smiling at him. Love rushes through her at his soft smile as he tugs lightly at the sash around her waist.
"What color were you thinking for this?" Brendon asks as she makes a face, shrugging.
"Burgundy, maybe."
"I thought you were going for bright colors," Brendon says as she steps back into the dressing room, shimmying out of the dress easily and back into her own clothes. There's a warm sense of possessiveness humming pleasantly under her skin as she looks at the dress.
"Well, I was thinking that we could do burgundy for the dresses and everything and then use bright flowers," she says, shoving her feet into her sandals. She inspects herself quickly in the mirror before carefully picking the dress up and walking out of the dressing room.
"Sounds good to me," Brendon says, grinning at her. Nicole can't help winding her arms around him, hugging him tightly as they pay for the dress and walk out of the store. He keeps an arm around her shoulders, companionable and light to anyone watching, but warm and possessive to her.
"Are you sure this is...That this is how we should be doing this?" Nicole asks as they walk to the car. Brendon looks at her, curious as she shrugs under his arm, "I. Not that I'm complaining or anything, it's just. What if this is a bad idea?" she says finally.
"Do you think it's a bad idea?" he asks, voice calm and when she meets his eyes, she sees nothing but calm and she huffs out a breath of laughter.
"No," she says, hearing him hum softly, unlocking the door.
They climb into the car and it's only then that Brendon tangles their fingers together, looking over at her meaningfully.
"This is kind of the best idea in the world, Nic," Brendon says, squeezing her hand as he pulls out of the parking space. She leans back into her seat, head tilted back, smiling softly as they drive home.
"Yeah, it is," she says softly, feeling his thumb sweep over her palm gently as she smiles at him.
===
A week until her wedding and Nicole wakes up on the couch. She sits up, blinking slowly as she looks around. Yawning, she stands and stretches, feeling her back pop before she pads into the kitchen. She touches each of the sample bouquets on the counter, lingering over the bright flowers, touching the petals before she shakes her head.
She puts coffee on, pushing her hair back from her face as she hears the shower kick on upstairs. She smiles to herself, putting their cups beside the coffeemaker before she walks upstairs. The bed's empty and she grins, stripping down quickly before she walks into the bathroom.
"I will blow you if you go downstairs right now and put the coffee on," Spencer's saying as Brendon laughs. Nicole grins to herself as she leans against the wall, trying not to giggle as Spencer moans.
"I will blow you RIGHT NOW if you go downstairs and put the coffee on," Brendon says, smug and Nicole can't resist pushing the shower curtain back and stepping in. They make pleased sounds, warm and happy and it makes her grin at them.
"You should both know that I've already started the coffee," she says, laughing when Spencer cheers and Brendon's laugh bounces off the walls of the shower. Spencer grins at her, leaning over to kiss her good morning, one that makes her sigh happily and press closer. Brendon's hands slide along Nicole's back and around to press against her stomach.
"I guess that means we both owe you, huh?" Spencer says grinning as Brendon laughs, pressing closer so he can kiss Spencer over her shoulder. She watches, sighing happily when Brendon's hands slide up to cup her breasts, shivering as Spencer's hands settle on her hips.
Brendon bites at Spencer's bottom lip, kissing him harder until Spencer groans into it. They're both hard and hot against her and she's not sure who she wants to push closer to more. Spencer's hands tighten on her hips as he pulls back from Brendon, both of them breathing faster as she grins at them.
Before she can speak, Brendon's leaning in and kissing her hard, taking her breath away as the hot water streams down around them. She groans into it, loving the press of his teeth against her lips as he nips lightly, tangling their tongues together. She opens her eyes as he pulls back, gasping when Spencer barely gives her a moment to breathe before he's kissing her.
Nicole shudders as Brendon leans down, wrapping his lips around one of her nipples, swirling his tongue until she's gasping into Spencer's kiss. Spencer pulls back, just enough to let her open her eyes slowly before he's grinning at her, lazy and happy, as he slides his hand down her front and eases a finger into her. She groans, tiling her head back against the wall of the shower, closing her eyes for a moment.
Spencer's mouth trails a path down her collarbone until he's wrapping his lips around her other nipple, sucking lightly. Nicole moans, arching into the second finger he pushes into her. She shudders, opening her eyes and meeting Brendon's, swallowing hard. He grazes his teeth against her nipple, light enough to make her shiver and gasp, before he pulls up and kisses her, dirty and hard.
Her legs start shaking when Brendon pulls back and kisses Spencer, showing off for her even as Brendon's fingers slide down and find her clit, rubbing it slowly. It matches Spencer's thrusts and makes her gasp brokenly, clinging to both of them as everything goes white, her body shaking hard as she feels the moan pull from her.
Breathing hard, Nicole shivers as Spencer eases his fingers out of her, watching him grin at her before he's kissing Brendon again. She watches Spencer jerk Brendon off, listening to the sounds that Brendon can't help as they echo off of the walls. The water around them's cooling rapidly when she leans forward and kisses both of them slowly.
"Bed," she says, voice rough and limbs still buzzing from her orgasm. Brendon makes a protesting noise, but she nudges both of them, eager to spread them out on the bed and watch.
Nicole makes them dry their hair, laughing as Brendon groans and bitches at her as she tosses him a towel.
"You're so evil, Nicole. Evil," he says, grinning when it makes her kiss him, sloppy and lazy, like she knows he likes and she can hear the soft breath that Spencer lets out when he sees them.
Pulling back, she grins up at him before speaking, "Not evil," she says, "I just wanna blow you."
They fall onto the bed in a tangle of damp limbs and damp hair as Spencer pushes Brendon onto his back. She likes watching Brendon's body go tense with want, she likes the way he arches into Spencer's hands, begging without saying a word. Nicole leans down, wrapping her lips around the head of his dick, sucking hard to hear him groan. His voice sounds broken and she looks up, meeting their eyes as she takes him further into her mouth.
Spencer groans, making her look up. Spencer's pushing into Brendon's hand, thrusting easily as they kiss. Nicole bobs her head faster, watching them hungrily as swallows around Brendon's cock. Brendon pulls back, gasping hard as his entire body goes tense, voice breaking as she swallows around him. Nicole pulls up, breathing hard and she can feel everything in her throbbing as Spencer drags her up.
She kisses him, arching against him as Brendon breathes hard beside them.
"Tell me what you want," Spencer says against her lips, hand curving over her hip. She groans, laughing.
"Your mouth," she says finally, leaning in to bite at his lip. He grins as she looks over at Brendon.
"How should we do it?" she asks him, leaning over to kiss him too. She loves kissing him after he's come, when he's lazy and pliant; happy to be touched. She loves everything about Brendon, and about Spencer, and most of all, she loves them together.
"I wanna see you sit on his face so I can suck him off," Brendon says, sounding pleased with himself as she giggles and Spencer moans into her neck.
"I think we can do that," she says, nudging Spencer. Getting situated is always the weirdest part of anything, she thinks, getting Spencer comfortable and grinning down at him. He skims a hand over her hip, grinning up at her as she giggles softly. She can't stop herself from sliding her thumb over his bottom lip, grinning back.
Spencer shifts her, directing her gently (always directing, she thinks to herself) over him as he leans up, sliding his tongue along her. Nicole groans, closing her eyes as he licks into her, slow and methodical, creating this slow burn that slides and pools in her groin.
She can hear Brendon sucking him off, obscene sounds that make her shudder hard even as Spencer moans. She's rocking her hips, holding onto the headboard until her fingers ache from it.
"Please," she hears herself say until Spencer wraps his lips around her clit, sucking in just the right way, the way he knows she fucking loves and she's coming. She can feel her thighs shaking and her heartbeat's rushing in her ears as she moves off of him, onto the pillows beside Spencer's head.
Spencer tilts his head back, making soft, wanting noises in the back of his throat as he comes, shuddering hard as she watches. Nicole meets Brendon's eyes as he swallows, watching his throat move and when he pulls up, she exhales shakily. Brendon laughs, hoarse and happy as they collapse onto Spencer, grinning.
"I," Spencer says after a moment, "am not your pillow."
"But you're the best pillow," Nicole says, laughing as Brendon nods. Spencer grumbles, good-natured and happy as he kisses both of them. Nicole's tired, but happy as she stretches out, grinning up at them.
"I love you," she says finally, feeling Spencer kiss her shoulder and Brendon's fingers tangle with hers. She dozes off, tucked against Spencer and holding Brendon's hand, smiling.
It's only later, while Nicole's cooking, that Spencer comes up behind her and kisses her softly.
"Mmm, hi there," she says softly, smiling up at him. Outside, Brendon's throwing a ball for the dogs, laughing as they tumble over each other. Spencer looks out at them, smiling as he hugs her close.
"Best idea in the world, huh?" Spencer says as she laughs, leaning back into him. She tilts her head back, kissing him again, smiling at him.
"Best. Which of the bouquets do you like?" she asks, turning to look at the flowers on the table. They've wilted a little and she makes a note to put them in some water before dinner, smiling at the bright colors as Spencer hums.
"This one," he says, reaching out to tug on the second one, full of yellow tea-roses, soft and simple, tied off with a length of purple ribbon. He manages to pull out one of the tea roses, grinning as she snorts at him.
"I'm trying to be sweet and romantic here."
"You're mangling my sample bouquet," she says, laughing as he rolls his eyes, grinning. He tucks the flower behind her ear, careful and light, grinning at her.
"You big dork," she says, fondly, tugging him down into a kiss, laughing. Spencer laughs, kissing her again.
"You love it," he says as she grins, swatting at him. Nicole watches him walk outside to play with the dogs and she can see him kissing Brendon. She smiles to herself, reaching up to touch the rose in her hair carefully.
===
The day of her wedding, Nicole wakes up alone. Well, okay, mostly alone. Fendi's stretched out beside her, taking up almost as much room as Brendon does normally and she laughs a little, still drowsy, as she drags a hand through his fur.
"Fendi, if Mama faints today, you have to distract everyone. Deal, baby boy?" she says, leaning over him and press her face into his soft fur, hearing him sigh and feeling him stretch. She thinks of marrying Spencer, of the way her stomach leaps and twists at thinking of seeing Brendon over Spencer's shoulder. She holds on a little more tightly to Fendi, hearing him make a noise in the back of his throat, looking at her as she sighs, sitting up.
"C'mon, buddy, I'll let you out and then Mama's gotta get a shower," she says, padding downstairs with him and stopping when she sees Kenn in the kitchen. Relief shoots through her, sudden and sharp as she hurries down the steps and into his arms, hugging him tight, mumbling about how happy she is to see him.
"Calm down, dorkface," Kenn says into her hair, hugging her tight for a moment before he swats at her.
"Go shower, I'll let Fendi out. You've got a hair appointment at eleven, which basically gives us just enough time to get everything together. Chelsea and Mom are meeting us at the salon," Kenn says, smacking a kiss to her forehead and she has never been so glad to see her brother. She goes upstairs and checks her phone, smiling at the texts from Brendon and Spencer as she undresses, climbing in.
Nicole showers quickly, washing her hair in what feels like record time, rinsing off as she runs her fingers lightly over the fading bite on her hip, smiling to herself. She presses a finger to it for a moment before she reaches over and turns the shower off, the silence suddenly deafening.
She wraps her hair up into the towel, twisting it on top of her head as she steps out of the bathroom. Nicole dresses comfortably, pulling sweats on and an old t-shirt of Spencer's over her head. She shoves her feet into some flip-flops at random, feeling the first inkling of butterflies as she walks downstairs.
"Ready?" Kenn says, grinning as she nods.
"Yeah. My dress is already there, and my veil's still in the car, and. Yes, ready," Nicole says, grinning, stomach fluttering.
The day goes by in the biggest blur that Nicole's ever seen. She's vaguely aware of hugging a huge amount of Spencer's family and friends, holding onto her Mom for a moment and holding onto Chelsea for even longer.
She doesn't remember saying her vows, only that Brendon can't stop beaming and that Spencer almost drops the ring, but in the end, she remembers wrapping her arms around Spencer and kissing him, laughing. She holds onto him and whispers that she loves him and she meets Brendon's eyes and grins.
It's later, after dancing with everyone who demands one that she grabs Brendon. Spencer's dancing with his Mom, laughing and making faces, and she wraps Brendon up in a hug, letting him spin her. He beams at her and she wants to kiss him and hold onto Spencer at the same time.
"You look beautiful, Nicole," Brendon says softly, smiling at her. She squeezes his hand and smiles at him.
"I'm ready for Us Time," she says in response, feeling him hug her gently, nodding.
"Let's tell Spencer," he says, kissing her forehead before he picks her up in another spin. She laughs at that, catching Spencer's blinding grin as Brendon carefully sets her down.
"Spencer Smith," she says, wandering over as his Mom hugs her and kisses her cheek, giving Brendon the same treatment.
"Nicole Anderson-Smith," he replies, eyes bright and happy as she flings her arms around him. She can feel Brendon watching them and she closes her eyes, feeling Spencer hug her tight.
"I think it's Us Time now," she says, watching him look over at Brendon before smiling down at her, nodding.
"Yeah, c'mon," Spencer says, tugging on her hand as he nods to Brendon. She knows the plan, knows that her and Spencer are going to say their goodbyes while Brendon ducks out and gets his thing ready.
Her stomach flutters as they say goodbye to everyone, letting Spencer drag her out to the car.
"Where are we going?" she asks, waving to her family and Spencer's family as they start driving.
"Home," Spencer says, grinning.
"What's Brendon got planned?" she asks.
"You'll see, pushy," Spencer teases, laughing as she swats him. She wants to wrap her arms around both of them, hold them both to her and let herself be held by both of them so badly that it's like an ache.
"I'm not exactly sure I can believe that you had him sing 'Always' for our dance," she says, grinning as Spencer laughs, shrugging a little. He takes her hand and kisses it softly, looking over at her as he pulls into their driveway. He kisses her softly before pulling back.
"Brendon says it better than I can," he says finally, making her throat close up as she nods. They kiss again, slow and soft before Spencer pulls back, grinning.
"Let's go inside," he says, hopping out of the car as she laughs. He holds his hand up, making her wait until he can open her door. She grins at him, kissing him as he helps her out.
"Love you," she murmurs.
"Love you too," he says, lacing their fingers as they walk to the door. When they walk through, Nicole is surprised to see Brendon in the living room, waiting and beaming. Nicole doesn't stop herself from running over and wrapping her arms around him tight. Her dress ruffles as Brendon laughs, kissing her.
"I love you," she says, pulling back as Spencer sits down with them, grinning. Brendon grins widely at her, kissing her again.
"Love you too," he says, leaning back to kiss Spencer. Nicole hugs Brendon tight, watching him pull back and smile at her.
"So, I um. I thought about this for a while," Brendon says slowly, reaching over to the table to hand her a piece of paper. She blinks at the lines and notes, trying to make sense of them as Spencer sucks in a soft breath.
"Bren, seriously?" he says as Brendon nods.
"It's. It's got meaning for all of us, and I thought it'd be, y'know, an understated way to do it," Brendon says, voice careful as Nicole looks over it and then to Brendon slowly.
"What is this?" she says, handing it to Spencer who keeps staring at Brendon for another minute.
"Some notes from 'Always'," Brendon says to her, grinning as he continues, "I'm getting it tattooed sometime next week. It'll just be for us, tho-"
Spencer kisses him, hard and a little desperate, as Nicole stares at the paper before she feels her heart squeeze and the only thing she can do is wait for Spencer to pull back. Brendon's beaming when he does and she can't stop from crushing her lips to his, kissing him just as hard before she pulls back, grinning back.
"We are such a cliche," she says happily, laughing when Spencer and Brendon snort. They wrap around her and she sighs happily, wrapping her arms around both of them, thinking of Brendon singing while they danced, and thinking of Brendon's smile during the vows, and she kisses them both, knowing it's perfect.
===
It's a little over a year after her wedding and Nicole's staring in shock at the line of tests on her sink, feeling a slow grin work it's way over her face. She can feel tears in her eyes as she calls out for Brendon and Spencer, listening to them come upstairs as she beams at them.
They shout and laugh and it's the best feeling in the world to get wrapped up in a hug from them, kissing and laughing as they stare in delight at five positive pregnancy tests.
Best feeling in the world, she thinks.
So, per the conditions of going to see PATD at the end of this month with the (a-fucking-mazing) (delightfully) (wonderful) awesome
hector_rashbaum, I owe him this fic.It's supremely cheesy and I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Seriously, there are constant little hearts in my eyes.
Title: We Intertwined
Pairing: Brendon Urie/Nicole Anderson/Spencer Smith
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4034 (O_O)
::DISCLAIMER:: I OWN NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. THE TITLE IS FROM THE HUSH SOUND SONG OF THE SAME NAME.::
Summary: They wrap around her and she sighs happily, wrapping her arms around both of them, thinking of Brendon singing while they danced, and thinking of Brendon's smile during the vows, and she kisses them both, knowing it's perfect. (AKA: WEDDING FIC!!!)
One month until her wedding and Nicole has the soft, nagging feeling that she's doing this all wrong. She shouldn't be leaving her decorations to the last minute, and she's pretty sure she is supposed to have everything picked out already.
"I'm doing this all wrong," she says mournfully, looking at all of the books spread across the living room floor one night. She can hear Spencer washing up and Brendon's soft huff of laughter as she looks all of the color swatches, spread out in complementary fans on the floor (Spencer's doing). It's like a design book threw up in their living room, she thinks.
"Which this?" Brendon asks, scooting over to stretch out behind her on the couch. Her back's pressed against it and he leans over enough to comb through her hair, soft and gentle. It makes her smile, even as she hears the water in the kitchen shut off and Spencer letting the dogs out.
"Saving this until the last minute," she says, sighing. Nicole leans back into Brendon, tilting her head to see his face, watching him smile.
"To be fair, you've got a month, Nic. Last minute is totally the day before," Brendon says, making her snort. Brendon tugs on a piece of hair as Spencer wanders into the living room, flopping down on the floor with her.
"Are you freaking out?"
"She's totally freaking out," Brendon says, grinning as Nicole swats him, "Spencer Smith, she is freaking out about colors," he finishes, laughing as Nicole swats him again, laughing with him. Her stomach settles for a moment, easy and warm as Spencer starts laughing, wrapping his arms around Nicole and squeezing her tight. It takes her breath away sometimes, how much she loves Spencer and Brendon.
"I'm not freaking out about colors. Just that I haven't picked anything out yet," she says, tangling her fingers with Brendon's easily. Spencer's fingers are ghosting over the skin revealed by her tank-top, soft and easy and when he kisses her neck gently, she leans back into him, smiling.
"Well, if nothing else, we can totally drive to Vegas and elope," Spencer says, teasing, as she snorts, watching Brendon shift around until he's on the floor with them. He presses against her back, hugging her between him and Spencer and she sighs into Spencer's neck. She can feel both of them breathing steadily, warm and solid, as she feels lips press to the back of her neck.
"I think we should do bright colors," Nicole says finally, shifting around so that Brendon's resting against her front more firmly. She hears him hum softly, pleased, as he presses a soft, lingering kiss to her collarbone, lips warm and light as she smiles.
"That sounds fine to me," Spencer replies, easy and happy as he slides a hand under her shirt. Nicole sighs, soft and happy as she leans up, pressing her lips to Spencer's. Kissing Spencer is different than kissing Brendon. Brendon's intense sometimes, so intense it makes her lose her breath and any thought she had in her head. Spencer's slower, more methodical, and she thinks about the first time she slept with both of them, the first time she watched them kiss, and she thinks that she's got the best thing in the world.
===
Two weeks until her wedding and Nicole is in a wedding dress, staring at herself in the mirror. Her heart's beating hard, stomach twisting as she smooths her hand down the front. There's a white sash on the dress that she can't help but play with, running it through her fingers, smiling.
"You okay in there?" Brendon's voice says, close the the door and she smiles to herself, opening her eyes as she opens the door and steps out slowly. The dress comes to just below her knees, simple and pretty, even as she tugs on the top to keep it from falling down. The sash trails behind her, fluttering, as she walks and when she looks at Brendon, his eyes are huge, oh god.
"Bre-"
"Jesus fucking Christ, Spencer's gonna die," Brendon says before she can even finish his name. She breaks out into breathless laughter, flinging her arms around him, pressing her face into his neck. He hugs her, tight and comforting as she closes her eyes for a moment.
"You look so fucking pretty, Nic," Brendon says softly as she pulls back, taking a careful step back to smooth her hands down the front of the dress, smiling at him. Love rushes through her at his soft smile as he tugs lightly at the sash around her waist.
"What color were you thinking for this?" Brendon asks as she makes a face, shrugging.
"Burgundy, maybe."
"I thought you were going for bright colors," Brendon says as she steps back into the dressing room, shimmying out of the dress easily and back into her own clothes. There's a warm sense of possessiveness humming pleasantly under her skin as she looks at the dress.
"Well, I was thinking that we could do burgundy for the dresses and everything and then use bright flowers," she says, shoving her feet into her sandals. She inspects herself quickly in the mirror before carefully picking the dress up and walking out of the dressing room.
"Sounds good to me," Brendon says, grinning at her. Nicole can't help winding her arms around him, hugging him tightly as they pay for the dress and walk out of the store. He keeps an arm around her shoulders, companionable and light to anyone watching, but warm and possessive to her.
"Are you sure this is...That this is how we should be doing this?" Nicole asks as they walk to the car. Brendon looks at her, curious as she shrugs under his arm, "I. Not that I'm complaining or anything, it's just. What if this is a bad idea?" she says finally.
"Do you think it's a bad idea?" he asks, voice calm and when she meets his eyes, she sees nothing but calm and she huffs out a breath of laughter.
"No," she says, hearing him hum softly, unlocking the door.
They climb into the car and it's only then that Brendon tangles their fingers together, looking over at her meaningfully.
"This is kind of the best idea in the world, Nic," Brendon says, squeezing her hand as he pulls out of the parking space. She leans back into her seat, head tilted back, smiling softly as they drive home.
"Yeah, it is," she says softly, feeling his thumb sweep over her palm gently as she smiles at him.
===
A week until her wedding and Nicole wakes up on the couch. She sits up, blinking slowly as she looks around. Yawning, she stands and stretches, feeling her back pop before she pads into the kitchen. She touches each of the sample bouquets on the counter, lingering over the bright flowers, touching the petals before she shakes her head.
She puts coffee on, pushing her hair back from her face as she hears the shower kick on upstairs. She smiles to herself, putting their cups beside the coffeemaker before she walks upstairs. The bed's empty and she grins, stripping down quickly before she walks into the bathroom.
"I will blow you if you go downstairs right now and put the coffee on," Spencer's saying as Brendon laughs. Nicole grins to herself as she leans against the wall, trying not to giggle as Spencer moans.
"I will blow you RIGHT NOW if you go downstairs and put the coffee on," Brendon says, smug and Nicole can't resist pushing the shower curtain back and stepping in. They make pleased sounds, warm and happy and it makes her grin at them.
"You should both know that I've already started the coffee," she says, laughing when Spencer cheers and Brendon's laugh bounces off the walls of the shower. Spencer grins at her, leaning over to kiss her good morning, one that makes her sigh happily and press closer. Brendon's hands slide along Nicole's back and around to press against her stomach.
"I guess that means we both owe you, huh?" Spencer says grinning as Brendon laughs, pressing closer so he can kiss Spencer over her shoulder. She watches, sighing happily when Brendon's hands slide up to cup her breasts, shivering as Spencer's hands settle on her hips.
Brendon bites at Spencer's bottom lip, kissing him harder until Spencer groans into it. They're both hard and hot against her and she's not sure who she wants to push closer to more. Spencer's hands tighten on her hips as he pulls back from Brendon, both of them breathing faster as she grins at them.
Before she can speak, Brendon's leaning in and kissing her hard, taking her breath away as the hot water streams down around them. She groans into it, loving the press of his teeth against her lips as he nips lightly, tangling their tongues together. She opens her eyes as he pulls back, gasping when Spencer barely gives her a moment to breathe before he's kissing her.
Nicole shudders as Brendon leans down, wrapping his lips around one of her nipples, swirling his tongue until she's gasping into Spencer's kiss. Spencer pulls back, just enough to let her open her eyes slowly before he's grinning at her, lazy and happy, as he slides his hand down her front and eases a finger into her. She groans, tiling her head back against the wall of the shower, closing her eyes for a moment.
Spencer's mouth trails a path down her collarbone until he's wrapping his lips around her other nipple, sucking lightly. Nicole moans, arching into the second finger he pushes into her. She shudders, opening her eyes and meeting Brendon's, swallowing hard. He grazes his teeth against her nipple, light enough to make her shiver and gasp, before he pulls up and kisses her, dirty and hard.
Her legs start shaking when Brendon pulls back and kisses Spencer, showing off for her even as Brendon's fingers slide down and find her clit, rubbing it slowly. It matches Spencer's thrusts and makes her gasp brokenly, clinging to both of them as everything goes white, her body shaking hard as she feels the moan pull from her.
Breathing hard, Nicole shivers as Spencer eases his fingers out of her, watching him grin at her before he's kissing Brendon again. She watches Spencer jerk Brendon off, listening to the sounds that Brendon can't help as they echo off of the walls. The water around them's cooling rapidly when she leans forward and kisses both of them slowly.
"Bed," she says, voice rough and limbs still buzzing from her orgasm. Brendon makes a protesting noise, but she nudges both of them, eager to spread them out on the bed and watch.
Nicole makes them dry their hair, laughing as Brendon groans and bitches at her as she tosses him a towel.
"You're so evil, Nicole. Evil," he says, grinning when it makes her kiss him, sloppy and lazy, like she knows he likes and she can hear the soft breath that Spencer lets out when he sees them.
Pulling back, she grins up at him before speaking, "Not evil," she says, "I just wanna blow you."
They fall onto the bed in a tangle of damp limbs and damp hair as Spencer pushes Brendon onto his back. She likes watching Brendon's body go tense with want, she likes the way he arches into Spencer's hands, begging without saying a word. Nicole leans down, wrapping her lips around the head of his dick, sucking hard to hear him groan. His voice sounds broken and she looks up, meeting their eyes as she takes him further into her mouth.
Spencer groans, making her look up. Spencer's pushing into Brendon's hand, thrusting easily as they kiss. Nicole bobs her head faster, watching them hungrily as swallows around Brendon's cock. Brendon pulls back, gasping hard as his entire body goes tense, voice breaking as she swallows around him. Nicole pulls up, breathing hard and she can feel everything in her throbbing as Spencer drags her up.
She kisses him, arching against him as Brendon breathes hard beside them.
"Tell me what you want," Spencer says against her lips, hand curving over her hip. She groans, laughing.
"Your mouth," she says finally, leaning in to bite at his lip. He grins as she looks over at Brendon.
"How should we do it?" she asks him, leaning over to kiss him too. She loves kissing him after he's come, when he's lazy and pliant; happy to be touched. She loves everything about Brendon, and about Spencer, and most of all, she loves them together.
"I wanna see you sit on his face so I can suck him off," Brendon says, sounding pleased with himself as she giggles and Spencer moans into her neck.
"I think we can do that," she says, nudging Spencer. Getting situated is always the weirdest part of anything, she thinks, getting Spencer comfortable and grinning down at him. He skims a hand over her hip, grinning up at her as she giggles softly. She can't stop herself from sliding her thumb over his bottom lip, grinning back.
Spencer shifts her, directing her gently (always directing, she thinks to herself) over him as he leans up, sliding his tongue along her. Nicole groans, closing her eyes as he licks into her, slow and methodical, creating this slow burn that slides and pools in her groin.
She can hear Brendon sucking him off, obscene sounds that make her shudder hard even as Spencer moans. She's rocking her hips, holding onto the headboard until her fingers ache from it.
"Please," she hears herself say until Spencer wraps his lips around her clit, sucking in just the right way, the way he knows she fucking loves and she's coming. She can feel her thighs shaking and her heartbeat's rushing in her ears as she moves off of him, onto the pillows beside Spencer's head.
Spencer tilts his head back, making soft, wanting noises in the back of his throat as he comes, shuddering hard as she watches. Nicole meets Brendon's eyes as he swallows, watching his throat move and when he pulls up, she exhales shakily. Brendon laughs, hoarse and happy as they collapse onto Spencer, grinning.
"I," Spencer says after a moment, "am not your pillow."
"But you're the best pillow," Nicole says, laughing as Brendon nods. Spencer grumbles, good-natured and happy as he kisses both of them. Nicole's tired, but happy as she stretches out, grinning up at them.
"I love you," she says finally, feeling Spencer kiss her shoulder and Brendon's fingers tangle with hers. She dozes off, tucked against Spencer and holding Brendon's hand, smiling.
It's only later, while Nicole's cooking, that Spencer comes up behind her and kisses her softly.
"Mmm, hi there," she says softly, smiling up at him. Outside, Brendon's throwing a ball for the dogs, laughing as they tumble over each other. Spencer looks out at them, smiling as he hugs her close.
"Best idea in the world, huh?" Spencer says as she laughs, leaning back into him. She tilts her head back, kissing him again, smiling at him.
"Best. Which of the bouquets do you like?" she asks, turning to look at the flowers on the table. They've wilted a little and she makes a note to put them in some water before dinner, smiling at the bright colors as Spencer hums.
"This one," he says, reaching out to tug on the second one, full of yellow tea-roses, soft and simple, tied off with a length of purple ribbon. He manages to pull out one of the tea roses, grinning as she snorts at him.
"I'm trying to be sweet and romantic here."
"You're mangling my sample bouquet," she says, laughing as he rolls his eyes, grinning. He tucks the flower behind her ear, careful and light, grinning at her.
"You big dork," she says, fondly, tugging him down into a kiss, laughing. Spencer laughs, kissing her again.
"You love it," he says as she grins, swatting at him. Nicole watches him walk outside to play with the dogs and she can see him kissing Brendon. She smiles to herself, reaching up to touch the rose in her hair carefully.
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The day of her wedding, Nicole wakes up alone. Well, okay, mostly alone. Fendi's stretched out beside her, taking up almost as much room as Brendon does normally and she laughs a little, still drowsy, as she drags a hand through his fur.
"Fendi, if Mama faints today, you have to distract everyone. Deal, baby boy?" she says, leaning over him and press her face into his soft fur, hearing him sigh and feeling him stretch. She thinks of marrying Spencer, of the way her stomach leaps and twists at thinking of seeing Brendon over Spencer's shoulder. She holds on a little more tightly to Fendi, hearing him make a noise in the back of his throat, looking at her as she sighs, sitting up.
"C'mon, buddy, I'll let you out and then Mama's gotta get a shower," she says, padding downstairs with him and stopping when she sees Kenn in the kitchen. Relief shoots through her, sudden and sharp as she hurries down the steps and into his arms, hugging him tight, mumbling about how happy she is to see him.
"Calm down, dorkface," Kenn says into her hair, hugging her tight for a moment before he swats at her.
"Go shower, I'll let Fendi out. You've got a hair appointment at eleven, which basically gives us just enough time to get everything together. Chelsea and Mom are meeting us at the salon," Kenn says, smacking a kiss to her forehead and she has never been so glad to see her brother. She goes upstairs and checks her phone, smiling at the texts from Brendon and Spencer as she undresses, climbing in.
Nicole showers quickly, washing her hair in what feels like record time, rinsing off as she runs her fingers lightly over the fading bite on her hip, smiling to herself. She presses a finger to it for a moment before she reaches over and turns the shower off, the silence suddenly deafening.
She wraps her hair up into the towel, twisting it on top of her head as she steps out of the bathroom. Nicole dresses comfortably, pulling sweats on and an old t-shirt of Spencer's over her head. She shoves her feet into some flip-flops at random, feeling the first inkling of butterflies as she walks downstairs.
"Ready?" Kenn says, grinning as she nods.
"Yeah. My dress is already there, and my veil's still in the car, and. Yes, ready," Nicole says, grinning, stomach fluttering.
The day goes by in the biggest blur that Nicole's ever seen. She's vaguely aware of hugging a huge amount of Spencer's family and friends, holding onto her Mom for a moment and holding onto Chelsea for even longer.
She doesn't remember saying her vows, only that Brendon can't stop beaming and that Spencer almost drops the ring, but in the end, she remembers wrapping her arms around Spencer and kissing him, laughing. She holds onto him and whispers that she loves him and she meets Brendon's eyes and grins.
It's later, after dancing with everyone who demands one that she grabs Brendon. Spencer's dancing with his Mom, laughing and making faces, and she wraps Brendon up in a hug, letting him spin her. He beams at her and she wants to kiss him and hold onto Spencer at the same time.
"You look beautiful, Nicole," Brendon says softly, smiling at her. She squeezes his hand and smiles at him.
"I'm ready for Us Time," she says in response, feeling him hug her gently, nodding.
"Let's tell Spencer," he says, kissing her forehead before he picks her up in another spin. She laughs at that, catching Spencer's blinding grin as Brendon carefully sets her down.
"Spencer Smith," she says, wandering over as his Mom hugs her and kisses her cheek, giving Brendon the same treatment.
"Nicole Anderson-Smith," he replies, eyes bright and happy as she flings her arms around him. She can feel Brendon watching them and she closes her eyes, feeling Spencer hug her tight.
"I think it's Us Time now," she says, watching him look over at Brendon before smiling down at her, nodding.
"Yeah, c'mon," Spencer says, tugging on her hand as he nods to Brendon. She knows the plan, knows that her and Spencer are going to say their goodbyes while Brendon ducks out and gets his thing ready.
Her stomach flutters as they say goodbye to everyone, letting Spencer drag her out to the car.
"Where are we going?" she asks, waving to her family and Spencer's family as they start driving.
"Home," Spencer says, grinning.
"What's Brendon got planned?" she asks.
"You'll see, pushy," Spencer teases, laughing as she swats him. She wants to wrap her arms around both of them, hold them both to her and let herself be held by both of them so badly that it's like an ache.
"I'm not exactly sure I can believe that you had him sing 'Always' for our dance," she says, grinning as Spencer laughs, shrugging a little. He takes her hand and kisses it softly, looking over at her as he pulls into their driveway. He kisses her softly before pulling back.
"Brendon says it better than I can," he says finally, making her throat close up as she nods. They kiss again, slow and soft before Spencer pulls back, grinning.
"Let's go inside," he says, hopping out of the car as she laughs. He holds his hand up, making her wait until he can open her door. She grins at him, kissing him as he helps her out.
"Love you," she murmurs.
"Love you too," he says, lacing their fingers as they walk to the door. When they walk through, Nicole is surprised to see Brendon in the living room, waiting and beaming. Nicole doesn't stop herself from running over and wrapping her arms around him tight. Her dress ruffles as Brendon laughs, kissing her.
"I love you," she says, pulling back as Spencer sits down with them, grinning. Brendon grins widely at her, kissing her again.
"Love you too," he says, leaning back to kiss Spencer. Nicole hugs Brendon tight, watching him pull back and smile at her.
"So, I um. I thought about this for a while," Brendon says slowly, reaching over to the table to hand her a piece of paper. She blinks at the lines and notes, trying to make sense of them as Spencer sucks in a soft breath.
"Bren, seriously?" he says as Brendon nods.
"It's. It's got meaning for all of us, and I thought it'd be, y'know, an understated way to do it," Brendon says, voice careful as Nicole looks over it and then to Brendon slowly.
"What is this?" she says, handing it to Spencer who keeps staring at Brendon for another minute.
"Some notes from 'Always'," Brendon says to her, grinning as he continues, "I'm getting it tattooed sometime next week. It'll just be for us, tho-"
Spencer kisses him, hard and a little desperate, as Nicole stares at the paper before she feels her heart squeeze and the only thing she can do is wait for Spencer to pull back. Brendon's beaming when he does and she can't stop from crushing her lips to his, kissing him just as hard before she pulls back, grinning back.
"We are such a cliche," she says happily, laughing when Spencer and Brendon snort. They wrap around her and she sighs happily, wrapping her arms around both of them, thinking of Brendon singing while they danced, and thinking of Brendon's smile during the vows, and she kisses them both, knowing it's perfect.
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It's a little over a year after her wedding and Nicole's staring in shock at the line of tests on her sink, feeling a slow grin work it's way over her face. She can feel tears in her eyes as she calls out for Brendon and Spencer, listening to them come upstairs as she beams at them.
They shout and laugh and it's the best feeling in the world to get wrapped up in a hug from them, kissing and laughing as they stare in delight at five positive pregnancy tests.
Best feeling in the world, she thinks.
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FLUFFY ADORABLE OT3 TIMES
FLUFFY ADORABLE WEDDING TIMES
NICOLE BEING FENDI'S MAMA OMGGG
UGH SO SO SO FLUFFY. THE WEDDING. THE AFTER-WEDDING. THE IMPENDING BABIES.
OMG AND THE SEX. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IIIIIIT TOTALLY WORTH THE WAIT.
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AND OF COURSE, SHE'S FENDI'S MAMA, I COULDN'T IGNORE THAT, GOD.
AND YES YES YES. <3 BAAAAAAAAABBBIIEEESS.
SO GLAD YOU LOVE IT. :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D
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:-D :-D :-D
Thank you!
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omg this is the most adorable thing in the whole world omg i cant stop flailing, SO ADORABLE!!! lol i dont have words right now, i just omg so much love :D:D:D:D
also guh so hot omg
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:-D :-D
And hee, double thanks! <3