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Urk.

I am...pretty much completely uninspired to do anything creatively. I went out today to take some pictures before I picked up Addy and. Nothing. Like, sitting there, holding my camera and going 'wtf' is not a fun feeling.

IDK, if it comes to comment fics or something, I'm fine. I just have no inspiration to sit down and write, even though I have ideas. At this point, I still have to finish editing my BGBB, but that won't take much, I don't think. But at this point, I kind of hate it. Like, I'm to the point that I'm ready to submit the fucking thing and ignore it for the rest of time.

Is that good or bad? That's probably really bad. IDK, IDK, IDK.

:-\

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Frankie's band makes their LIVING on the scene. They tour any festival circuit they can, even if it's not their style of music. They change up their sound accordingly. It was actually kind of Kevin's suggestion...and he's kind of proud that it's working out for the Frankster.

he's kind of proud of the Frankster generally. he wish he had been able to tell his dad "no" that young, for one.

The thing is...the reason that Frankie said no so young is because he saw exactly what it would entail to say yes. He saw what it did to his brothers and he didn't wanna do that.

that and Frankie is kinda awesome. Frankie brought his band to Kevin knowing Kevin would be able to help him, but more importantly, e hoped it would allow him to help Kevin.

Frankster sometimes thinks he's the only person in his family who sees how big and painful the cracks are on Kevin's soul. And that makes him sad

would you mind if i put this is a gdoc, just for future reference (and maybe future continuance if we feel so inclined?)

Dude, go for it, bb.

I've slacked off on putting the other comments from your journal into one, but I've got it started at the very least. (I've been busy getting BGBB ready for posting)

BGBB! ~flails happily~

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