Fic: Looking For The Words To Say (slight Jon Walker/Tom Conrad/William Beckett)

Um. This was pretty much supposed to be Jon Walker/William Beckett porn for insunshine and it kind of. Morphed? Um. Oops?

It's actually mostly gen, which is weird, lol

But anyways, this is for insunshine who totally is awesome. I got into bandom because of her, you guys! (Seriously!) Last year, during Xmas Rocks, I got her as my assignment, and I started thinking about those little dudes in Panic! At The Disco and...here you see me now.

I wanted to write her another version of Jon/William, because I don't think what I wrote last year was really what should have been written.

So. Here it is. insunshine, you are so awesome. I'm spectacularly glad you're on my F-list and I hope you have an awesome Christmas. ♥



Title: Looking For The Words To Say
Pairing: None, but implied future Jon Walker/Tom Conrad/William Beckett
Rating: PGish

Summary: Jon finds himself studying every picture taken of William, looking at the subtle nuances in expressions, the slight furrow of brow showing him deep in thought. The off-guard laughter that replaces the mask he tries to wear for everyone. When Jon looks up at Tom, he finds that Tom's watching him calmly.

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING, AND IF YOU THINK I DID, WHOA. AAHAH, NO. Title is from the song 'Winter Passing' by The Academy Is..., specifically this version.


( What wakes him up isn't yelling or groaning, nothing like that, it's just the unmistakable sound of lips sliding against each other. Without looking, he knows that Tom and William are kissing, gentle and soft, like first kisses should be. )

Music things

I'm making mix cds for my friends for Christmas. And I know that one friend is going to go apeshit in delight over them, but I also know another friend is gonna say, oh, thanks, and toss them aside. I know this because they won't be expensive gifts.

It's a little sad that I know that.

I could be proven wrong, who knows. My luck, having said that, she'll love them. I hope that's the case. I really do.



SO. I know that some of you have mixes listed in your Christmas list and all, so if you did list mixes, or just want a mix created with you in mind, comment here and I'll get on it.

:-)



Also. Man. I'm gonna have to do an icon overhaul...I'm starting to get a little bored with my icons. Hee.

Song Rec

I don't know how many of you have ever heard of Eva Cassidy. She was a beautiful songstress, with a gorgeous voice.

She first came to my attention in the movie Love, Actually, the scene with Sarah and Carl? Yeah. That's her singing.

But Mom's boyfriend, Dan, knew her, actually. I think they went to school together, and he's always talked about her and this song is just. It makes my throat close up. It's so much more poignant than when Christine McVee of Fleetwood Mac sings it.

Eva passed away in 1996 of melanoma, but...as it's been said, her music carries her on.

This song always makes me sigh and feel choked up.

Yeah.